No Notes/ Breathing with You Around

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By Aarushi Zarthoshtimanesh 

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No Notes / breathing with you around

My favourite song is that                                       aaaehhh 

one  

that you sing when                                                           hhmmmm 

you know I’m listening.  

 

I’m not always listening  

And you tell me that  

So                                                                     hahhhh iyahhhhhh 

Maybe I am? 

 

My favourite song is  

The one  

that makes you try and                                        

whistle when you                       

Can’t and it looks like you’re  

trying to blow out a  

Candle.                                                                                           huh 

 

You’re always trying to prove  

I am afraid of you leaving me in the dark  

So  

Maybe I am?  

 

My favourite song is your 

body shaped like a word  

in a language that makes its letters                                         

plunge into  

its curves and  

ripple at every joint and  

flip its conjunctions and you try to  

shape your body to its  

beating.                                                                    hyuwwww 

 

You’re always trying to tell me 

you want to belong to a tongue that                                 

is always in a state of wanting  

So maybe here  

                    I am.                                                    hhhhhhhh 

 

My favourite song is  

you  

explaining how 

three is a five                                                    

letter word and you laughing because  

I say tres is four  

letters long and  

you start singing  

and moving  

toward me  

like I am three letters too                                 ughhhgghhhffffsssh 

far.  

 

You’re always 

trying to tell me  

that long ago is too long  

enough to leave  

behind my grief And  

I am  

trying now 

to rhyme and  

rhythm with you 

 

but somewhere in between                                      aaaahhhhh 

the Alphabet’s betrayal to the Number 

and candle wicks wet with  

your breath  

 

Maybe I am just                                                               ihhhhaaaa 

trying to find a word 

just long enough  

To say that 

I can’t hear a single word of a single playlist of a single song of a single beat of a single tune of a single melody of                  

a                                                                               

single  

note. that doesn’t sound like                                                sigh 

 

you.  

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