Freedom looks like
Unfurling the bloody flag
from the mast
of your third-hand Toyota LandCruiser;
Jolly Roger visage
staring down the infinite
of backroad warrens and farmyard burrows.
Firecracker blazing across the Milky Way;
Southern Cross glaring down from above,
the powerless gaze of teachers and parents.
Freedom sounds like
The Rebel Yell:
Yesteryear’s gods and idols
immortalised on bootleg discs
and coursing through your crappy stereo.
Or maybe,
it’s more like,
synthetic rhythms and electronica;
sounds devoid of context and meaning,
leaving only some raw mix of lust and fear.
Freedom smells like
The woody smoke of the firepit,
suffusing your clothes like spilt ink.
Marking you as its own
as the deeper scents
from the other side of the field
(earthy, docile, alluring)
meld with the fresh night air;
warm and familiar and unknown,
like an old friend made new.
Freedom feels like
The almost painful chill
of the amber bottle
you grip tightly in your hand
and clink against a dozen others,
swearing that this sliver of time
will never fade,
never tarnish,
never cease.
We’re too smart to trust it.
And yet we’re young enough to believe
that it doesn’t matter.
Freedom tastes like
The cheap stuff;
the drinks bordering on lighter fuel,
with a singular purpose.
The sharpness as we force them down,
pretending to enjoy it
until we do.
As they lacerate our tongues.
Your mouth on mine
and mine on his
and yours on hers
and theirs and
mine again.
As fears and consequences
dissolve alongside time.